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28 June 2009
25 June 2009
huh?
on my way home from class today i saw an old-ish lady waiting to cross the road and she was clearly mumbling/talking/jibberjabbering to herself..in that moment i thought to myself..i hope i dont become and old lady and talk to myself like that! HA..
my biology class sucks and i have to write a lab write up before tuesday while studying for our first exam in the class..should be great...NOTT! (as borat would say)
p.s. i hate summer already..
my biology class sucks and i have to write a lab write up before tuesday while studying for our first exam in the class..should be great...NOTT! (as borat would say)
p.s. i hate summer already..
21 June 2009
my husband is snoring on the bed while im at the computer desk typing..good enough title!?
what a weekend!!
So Friday i went with my mom and aunt and did the whole 'more on 34' garage sale thing..we had a really good time and found some good stuff! I found some horse/pony shoes, a neat beaker (yeah, like science beaker..), umm a mail holder, some glass apothecary jars (which were 25 CENTS each..and one was 10 CENTS..and i actually pondered getting them..my mom was like ITS 60 CENTS IDIOT!) Oh and we went to a cute shop in sandwich and i found, which i have been searching for for a while now..a real looking birds nest and eggs..oh and they had dried pussy willow branches that i had to get too! So i got a lot of stuff for just about nothing! (ps i think i almost died about twice from the heat/humidity!!)
Sat i had to work and then jake and i went to my parents for our fathers day barbecue..so we just kinda hung out and ate..what we do best..we had a good time just hanging out with my dad.
Sunday..jake and i went to the sandwich antique fair (yes..the 3rd day in a row i went out to sandwich!)..and it was kind of a bust..everything i liked (and disliked for that matter) was way over priced and there just wasnt that much..so after that we hit a few other garage sales/thrift stores..went out to eat..and then i got the privilege to go grocery shopping after all that! So now here i am on NOT MY COMPUTER since it takes about a year to get the stupid speakers fixed on my laptop !
Ohh..and on friday while we were at some barn sale i was too hot to function but of course spotted a pony..so i skipped out on looking at all the stuff (aka crap) they had and went to stared at the pony instead..and just my luck, as i was in a daze starring at how pretty she was..and old man from behind me said you can have her for 200 bucks..and i said..dont temped me or i might just write you a check here and now! If it was a HORSE i would have probably on the spot..without considering what my husband might have said! That would have been the deal of the day..
So Friday i went with my mom and aunt and did the whole 'more on 34' garage sale thing..we had a really good time and found some good stuff! I found some horse/pony shoes, a neat beaker (yeah, like science beaker..), umm a mail holder, some glass apothecary jars (which were 25 CENTS each..and one was 10 CENTS..and i actually pondered getting them..my mom was like ITS 60 CENTS IDIOT!) Oh and we went to a cute shop in sandwich and i found, which i have been searching for for a while now..a real looking birds nest and eggs..oh and they had dried pussy willow branches that i had to get too! So i got a lot of stuff for just about nothing! (ps i think i almost died about twice from the heat/humidity!!)
Sat i had to work and then jake and i went to my parents for our fathers day barbecue..so we just kinda hung out and ate..what we do best..we had a good time just hanging out with my dad.
Sunday..jake and i went to the sandwich antique fair (yes..the 3rd day in a row i went out to sandwich!)..and it was kind of a bust..everything i liked (and disliked for that matter) was way over priced and there just wasnt that much..so after that we hit a few other garage sales/thrift stores..went out to eat..and then i got the privilege to go grocery shopping after all that! So now here i am on NOT MY COMPUTER since it takes about a year to get the stupid speakers fixed on my laptop !
Ohh..and on friday while we were at some barn sale i was too hot to function but of course spotted a pony..so i skipped out on looking at all the stuff (aka crap) they had and went to stared at the pony instead..and just my luck, as i was in a daze starring at how pretty she was..and old man from behind me said you can have her for 200 bucks..and i said..dont temped me or i might just write you a check here and now! If it was a HORSE i would have probably on the spot..without considering what my husband might have said! That would have been the deal of the day..
..london anyone?
17 June 2009
im in the wrong life
If i had to pick a day to shoot myself..it would be TODAY!
I just contacted the vet tech admissions lady at JJC because i needed to update my college transcrips since i just finished 3 classes in the spring for the vet tech program..so anyways..i happened to asked how many people they take and how many people are on the wait list. And her response was that they ARE FULL FOR THIS COMING FALL..i about flipped out..they only take 48 people and she said this fall is full..and i would be on the waut list for NEXT FALL for gauranteed entry. So after i finish this BIO class im in (which of course is for the vet tech program!) i will be looking for a full time job instead of going to school like i should be. Not only did my damn laptop speakers stop working, which yes..happens to be a big problem for someone who likes to listen to music a lot, now i have to go to a stupid bio class i hate for 8 weeks this summer and know that i will not be able to move directly into my vet tech classes after i am done...i have to wait A WHOLLEEEEE YEARRRR.
These past couple weeks have really sucked and im planning on running away...
to london of course.
14 June 2009
11 June 2009
the grass is always greener..no really, sometimes it actually is..
um i want to go to London..and i dont think im going to stop talking about it until i really go..and no this isnt one of those 'oh yeah..if i win the lotto'..or something of the sorts..i mean..i really, really want to go (i think im overusing the word - really)...like actually go, not just dream about it.Ive never been anywhere (and no Disney doesnt count since i saw like 5 an all) and i think thats pretty shitty...and its even more shitty that ive come to realize that i will probably never get to go anywhere. period.
and yes, i could sulk more if provoked..so watch it.
yeah, i think that i might break.
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they
are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they
are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
08 June 2009
AH
been busy with things lately...went to the city this past weekend and will be putting pics up soon..also am obsessed with going to london now..will explain later..want to watch the new 'obsessed' on a&e..and yes, i should be on that show!
04 June 2009
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