my daily rant :

i need some money..anyone got some money i can borrow??!!! 

i want a house! WAAAAAA!!!  (im really crying here!!)

WAAAA!!

im in love..

with a few random things at the moment...

1 - EOS lip balm..its awesome..and its round which makes it even more awesome..and its in a cute round package which somehow makes me want to put it on every time i look at it!

2 - La Rochere Napoleon Bee glassware...picked up a tumbler at pottery barn (they only have the tall and short tumblers) and i loovveee it..so i did some searching online and you can get plates, bowls..etc..i want i want i want!

3 - purple eyeshadow..ive always loved wearing it to make my green eyes pop..and recently have been wearing it a lot, loves it!

4 - Vampire Diaries..hey i gotta watch something other than all my great 'reality' tv shows..so yeah, i picked a show about vampires to obsess about..even better! hah..

5 - Candy Baby Beauty Rush - body spray and drink lotion...if you like candy like me..then why not smell like it!  i smell like a walking vat of cotton candy..yummmmm!

ok im done with my randomness...

finnnnnalllllyyyyy

jake passed the psych test!!!! (yes everyone..hes sane!!!) holy cow was that an intense moment watching him open that letter...thank god it was a 'you passed' and not a 'you failed' because i think he would have punched me in the face and then killed himself if he didnt pass it..ha..funny..but true..(its been a veerrrrryyy long road with this cop stuff..a loonngggg and not fun one..)

so now he has to set up the medical part..the last part..and then wait to be hired basically..

were pretty excited to say the least..now its just a waiting game like always..and were (or should i say I am) good at waiting!

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL ROSEMARY YOU OLD BAG!!!

try messing with my husband now..

http://chicagommatraining.com/

carlson gracie team mma..thats what my husband just signed up for!!

too bad i dont get a nice monthly allowance of money for maybe a new couch..new shoes..or maybe a new HOUSE!!?!!!  but it will be heaven hearing him bitch less..i must say..

STILLLL waiting for his letter..maybe today?? 

we were going to get pre approved today but little did we know you have to make an appointment for that!  and the lady i spoke with talked a bunch of jibberish till i found out that she doesnt deal with FHA loans..so now im being redirected to someone else who does...this house stuff is a pain in the butt, and of course most houses i like, im pretty sure we cant afford! HA I found one yesterday that i even called on right away because i was like this is it!  oh too bad it has a contract out on it..just my luck!

this rain needs to leave..weve had enough..i want sun!

theres no place like home theres no place like home theres no place like home...

(ick i cant believe i used a quote from hat scary icky movie!!)

jake and i spend a lot of our free time looking at houses to buy and i think im going to go insane if we have to rent any longer..anyone got any money i can have?! HA no really...

still waiting on jakes dupage letter telling us he PASSED the psych test...hopefully well get it in the mail today!

oh and i finally ordered my frame for my horse print..cant wait to get it in a few weeks!!!!!

i want a home..and i have no money...boohoo...

BABY THERES A SHARK IN THE WATER

-today is the day-

if all goes well jake and i will still be alive after his test today..im so nervous that i got up with him at 5am and never went back to sleep..and i plan on walking around the mall while he is in chicago filling out a 500 question test! 

                                                                                                   so my plan today is...

         breathe..just breathe...                                                            

our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name...

Jacob has his psychology test tomorrow (thurs) morning for dupage county...please pray with all your might that he passes (or better yet, that he passes and gets the job!!)!

wow - can one be more stressed out??