in and out

lets start off with outs since there are plenty more outs than ins...

OUT

1 - i have come to the conclusion that nothing will ever come easy for us..e v e r..

2 - i hate amli at oakhurst north more than i hate summer heat..and thats a whole hell of a lot of hate

3 - dupage county and every other place my husband has tested for can kiss my ass - period.  i dont know how much more i this shit i can take, really.

4 - willis has allergies and if i have to take him to the vet, im going to leave him there

5 - squibby also has some weird allergy that he has had before that hopefully benadryl will get rid of this time because if i have to take him to the vet and spend more money we dont have, i will leave him there as well

6 - bills

7 - comcast

8 - heat/humidity/summer

9 - people in general.  im sure this is always going to be in my 'outs' but im tired of dealing with people..talking to people..looking at people..99.2% of people i come into contact with (phone contact as well) on a daily basis are retarded and if i could crush them, i would..

10 - dealing with the aftermath of moving..what a pain in the ass!

11 - being on the verge of depression at any given moment.

IN

1 - my pottery barn bird cage i got on sale..and my new pillow covers!

2 - my bed...i just want to lay in it and sleep for a year..

3 - tv and music...if i couldnt listen to music or watch my stupid waste of time shows i would go insane and probably hate people more than i already do

4 - animals in general (cept for my own this month)..seriously, if my husband is right - he says animals don't have souls and don't go to heaven - then don't bother sending me to heaven God..i want to go wherever animals go then.  But - if heaven is as wonderful as they say then animals have to go there, because if they didn't it wouldn't be wonderful..

5 - family