
you would cry to if it happened to you!
Ok, my birthday is tomorrow and im not looking forward to getting older AT ALL!!!
getting older pretty much frightens me to the core..and no..dont bother saying 'oh jeez youre not that old quit complain'..because ill tell you to kiss my ass! when you were my age you were saying the same crap im saying! After turning about 24 i have been avoiding my birthday at all costs..its just not fun anymore being reminded that your a YEAR OLDER!! Not to mention that my last like..4 birthdays have sucked butt! So this year, i am going backwards..so tomorrow instead of turning 27..i will be turning 25 (that sounds sooooooo much better!)
Jake has his final interview with Dupage County (the one he reallly wants) so we are hoping, praying, swearing on our unborn child, betting on our lives...that if this doesnt happen for us already we will fall off the face of this earth and give up..yeah i know..a little dramatic..but weve had it and are at our wits end (like that on ma?) with all this cop stuff. And to top that, i found my dream home that i would have liked to buy like..yesterday - so im counting on this job happening because i want this house (or pretty much any house for that matter!)!! Were so tried of renting away A LOT of money...so well see...another wish on my list thats growing and growing and GROWING...AND GROWING..
I will be spending the day tomorrow with my mom, sis, and NIECE! Im hoping her youth rubs off on me! Dont know what were doing yet except taking rach to her doctors..and now that i dont want to spend any money because i want a house..i might have to just window shop tomorrow!
ps...anyone got some money i can 'borrow' for a house?! HAA (im laughing and crying at the same time...ugh..)